Very Special Love

(Lani Misalucha)

I never believed in love
I was deceived by love
I never had much luck with lovers before
And I couldn’t compete
I seemed just part of the street
To be walked on by everyone but then

Then I found a very special love in you
It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go

You’re not like the rest
I know you’re one of the best
You give more than you should
and take nothing in return (in return)
Stay always with me
And I always will be
The one person that you can count on always to love you

And I found a very special love in you
It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go
But I…

Found a very special love in you
It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go

I never thought that I would fall in love again. I never thought that I could move on. But I did. So, thank you. Thank you for making me realize that love is worth giving another try. Thank you for making me live once again.

I hope that I can give you everything you deserve from me. I hope that I can be the best because only the best is what you deserve.

I love you, honey.Ü

Wrong move, mr. c0mplicat3d. Wrong move.

I am anxious right at this moment. There are thousands of butterflies in my stomach. They won’t go away and I can’t think of any way to make them leave so I could be normal again. I wish there’s an antidote to this. Something or anything that I could take or do to ease the pain and kill the freaking butterflies in my stomach.

Why can’t I just be the same naive person I used to be? I know I’m a bitch and I’m actually good at being a bitch. We, bitches, should not be feeling anything similar to this. We don’t have a heart for love or anything that relates to it. That’s what I thought and I proved myself wrong.

No, this is not karma. This is just another “test” for me. I’ll get through this, most certainly, and when I’m through this phase all of you will see me again - fresh and smiling.

Eto nareceive ko sa text: “Have you ever missed someone so much that the thought of that person hurts? You wake up in the morning knowing that the day before was lacking.. And then you realize that today wouldn’t be any different. Breathing couldn’t be any harder and your chest is just waiting to explode! You miss that person so much that the first beep from your cellphone, you hope it’s him. You hope against hope that things would go back to the way they were. But you know for a fact that there’s nothing you can really do but to just take that next breath until you miss him once more..”

I’m freaking sad right now. :c

May sikreto akong sasabihin sa `yo
Mayroong nangyaring hindi mo alam
Ito’y isang lihim itinagong kay tagal
Muntik na kitang minahal
`Di ko noon nakayang ipadama sa `yo
Ang nararamdaman ng pusong ito
At hanggang ngayon ay naaalala pa
Muntik na kitang minahal

Haay… I miss you so much… Kapag dumating ang tamang panahon aagawin kita sa girlfriend mo! Humanda ka! HahahaÜ

I feel very sad that you’re leaving so sudden and so soon. You’ve been so sweet and dear to me and it just makes me feel even worse knowing that I will miss you every time I will get off from work and pass by the “bridge” where you would usually be while patiently waiting for me.

I will miss you, that’s for sure. Thank you for all the lovely time we’ve spent together.

Take care always! We’ll see each other soon.

P.S. Kung ikaw may theme song sa’kin, ako rin may theme song para sa’yo…

Bukas Na Lang Kita Mamahalin

(Lani Misalucha)

Kay hirap palang umibig sa di tamang panahon
Kung bakit ngayon ko lang natagpuan ang isang katulad mo

Sana noon pa kita nakilala
Sana noon pa lang na ang puso ay malaya pang magmahal

Bukas na lang kita mamahalin
Sabay sa paglaya ng ating mga puso
Bukas na lang kita mamahalin

Kay hirap palang umibig sa di tamang panohon
Kung bakit ngayon ko lang natagpuan ang isang katulad mo

Sana noon pa kita nakilala
Sana noon pa lang na ang puso ay malaya pang magmahal

Bukas na lang kita mamahalin
Sabay sa paglaya ng ating mga puso
Bukas na lang kita
Bukas na lang kita
Bukas na lang kita mamahalin

Well, sad to say, laziness got so much into me that I didn’t continue working out in the gym. I paid 900 pesos for a month use/membership, but I only went there twice. That makes it 450 bucks for each session. Such a waste of money. Considering all the other gym stuff I bought such as sweat shirts, shorts, towels, and socks.

Anyway at least I learned quite a few things from this experience of mine. These are my final words for you my dear reader: If you’re as lazy as I am, don’t go to gym because you’ll just be wasting your money there. Starve yourself instead. Don’t eat. Or just eat very little. Then, smoke cigar. Not only that you’ll be saving your money on food, but you’ll lose wait, as well.

I dunno if this will work for you, but it surely does for me. Pumapayat na ko ngayon kahit papano! Hehe…

This has been my LSS (last song syndrome) for quite a few days now…

Tila

(Lani Misalucha)

Tila inulan ang puso ko

Nang nanlamig ang ‘yong pagsuyo

O bakit nagbago ang ‘yong pagtingin

Parang malamig na panahon

At nang ikaw ay kinausap ko

Habang ang ulan ay bumubuhos

Nakita ko sa’yong mga mata

Na gaganda ang panahon

CHORUS

Tila hihina rin ang ulan

Tila lilipas din ang bagyo

Kahit madilim ang kalawakan

May nagtatagong sinag sa ulap

Tila inulan ang puso ko

Nang parang naglaho ang pag-ibig mo

O bakit ka kaya nagbago

Sinlamig ng panahon

CHORUS

Tila hihina rin ang ulan

Tila lilipas din ang bagyo

Liliwanag din ang kalangitan

At ang araw ay sisikat na muli

BRIDGE

Ang karimlan ay haharapin

Matatanaw ko rin

Bughaw na langit

Umaasang pagibig mo ay magbabalik

Pawiin mo ang lungkot sa puso ko

Kahit madilim ang kalawakan

May nagtatagong sinag sa ulap

CHORUS

Tila hihina rin ang ulan

Tila lilipas din ang bagyo

Liliwanag din ang kalangitan

At ang araw ay sisikat nang muli

Just yesterday I went to this newly opened gym called Body Buff in Legarda, which is near my house, and enrolled myself there for a month of training. Right after I filled out a few forms, the gym instructor asked me to put my things in the locker room and then we began the basic routine of work out.

But wait! Before I continue from here let me inform you first that this is my very first day at a gym. Okay, now, here we go…

Unexpectedly, everything went very awkward. It was only when the gym instructor showed me the routine that I realized that I didn’t know how to hold dumbbells or use any kind of gym equipment properly. Not to mention that I wasn’t wearing the “proper” gym attire.

While I was doing my routine with the instructor by my side I felt that there were quite a few eyes staring or at least glancing at me. I wasn’t sure of the reason why, but my guess is because I looked really funny with that semi-fitted see-through white shirt and semi-fitted boxer shorts. And the way i held those HEAVVVY dumbbells with my hands, it was just all so awkward. *sigh*

(This is an unfinished work! I’ll continue the story later…)